I love you, of course. I love everything about you since i don't know when. I love your voice. I love your laugh. I love your scent. I love your good manner. I love you. I couldn't ask for a better man to love. Wether you love me too, or not. I do not want to bother you even more. I let you do what you want to do to me. I let you to forget me. I let you to hurt me. I let you to disappear. I let you to drop my tears. But dear, i let you to love me. I let you to wipe off my tears. I let you to hold my hand. I let you to comfort me. I let you to watch me. Even more, i give you the deepest side of my heart, for you to keep it.
Diary of Mid-20 Girl (Part 5)
Selamat pagi! It's been, I don't know 4-5 months since my last post. Sudah melewati banyak hal, salah satunya..... my birthday! I am twenty five y.o now, ternyata begini ya rasanya hahaha kayak gak kerasa apa-apa sih, cuma yah doa-doa dari orang yang mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun kurang lebih berbeda dari tahun-tahun yang lalu. Sekarang lebih ke "dimudahkan dan diberi kekuatan menghadapi kehidupan di umur segini" and i'm pretty agree. Hidup ga akan lebih mudah ketika sudah menginjak umur segini, lebih banyak tanggung jawab dan rencana-rencana besar juga harus tetap menyeimbangkan inner peace. Salah satu perubahan besar yang aku sadar dengan jelas adalah, anytime seseorang say or do something yang menyakitkan untuk diri kita, there must be a reason why they do that. Dulu, aku selalu sebel setiap cerita tentang kayak gitu, Renzo selalu kasih alasan "mungkin dia gitu.... mungkin dia gini...." kayak kenapa sih harus ada excuse, ya kalo nyebelin nyebelin a
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